Greetings Everyone!

Hey there, My name is Natascha and I’m a male crossdresser living in the Netherlands. I found this website by chance and fell for it right away! I’ve been CDing for several years now. It all began when I tried on some tight, shiny trousers belonging to my (ex) girlfriend while we were playing around; they made me feel wonderful. However, this became an issue for her once I did it again, leading us to part ways. After that breakup, I stopped crossdressing because I felt like there was something off about me. With my next partner, I didn’t CD much either, though we gradually started doing light bondage together. I really enjoyed it, but she didn’t, and eventually left as well. I’ve been single for about two years now and have resumed both crossdressing and self-bondage. Dressing up like a woman and binding myself is the only thing that truly arouses me sexually. My wardrobe includes several outfits: a black tight PVC catsuit, latex stockings with garters, and a latex dress. However, my go-to ensemble usually consists of black shiny spandex stockings, suspenders/garters, black wetlook trousers, high-heeled boots, a black corset, a long-sleeved black spandex top, and black satin gloves. I make sure to look as feminine as possible by wearing fake breasts. For bondage play, I use various items such as chains, padlocks, handcuffs, collars, ropes, etc. Occasionally, I dress up entirely, hop into my car, and drive to a secluded spot. The thrill of being seen in my attire while driving excites me greatly. Once there, I lock the keys on a tree or similar object and bind myself inside the vehicle. To get free later, I have to walk back to retrieve them, risking being spotted by others. I hope one day I’ll meet a woman who accepts me for who I am and enjoys watching me CD:) That’s pretty much it!:)