bondage Perks

Benefits of Restraint SusanSub [/c] Jan 2014 I give thanks for the steel chains and cuffs that held me firmly in a harsh trial, because I now value more highly the liberty of my usual state. I appreciate the hood that blurred my vision and turned my day into darkness like night, since I truly understand that there is no limit to visual wonders. I am grateful for the gag that filled my mouth and pushed back against my jaw’s limits, because now I have enhanced capability to use my mouth with ease and skill. I thank the band around my neck that kept my head steady and still, since I now treasure turning to look at where every noise originates. I appreciate the rings piercing my nipples which first brought pain like restraint clips, but once healed, they added richness; their pulls and turns excite me sexually. I thank the metal cuffs that bent backward my arms in harsh suffering, since I now value more each day what they can accomplish at work or play. I appreciate the bones pressing my chest and making every breath a powerful challenge, because unlacing has given me a smaller waist, making me feel like a wasp when encased in a corset. I thank the ropes that bent my knees to maintain the tight squeeze of a hogtie, since walking now brings more pleasure, an exercise I had missed for so long. I appreciate being tied up at my openings; The pegs, plugs, and shafts that moved around and churned to give me spasms and brought about multiple orgasms. I thank the complete restraint which stopped me from moving hands or feet, because it has calmed my busy mind And left me peaceful once more. I appreciate my hours in a restrained state That gave me time for reflection; To consider things I have done And plan what is yet to come. I am glad that I have often been Tied up in extreme bondage, because it has taught me much about Myself, far more than without. I pity those who never experience Being confined in a restraint scene, since they haven’t crossed the chasms That lead to the finest orgasms. Notes In verse 9 the word ‘bore’ is used meaning ‘gave birth to’. In the final verse the word ‘chasms’ refers to the depths linked with negative feelings of restraint: pain, feeling trapped, despair, and panic at being unable to escape. If you can move past these emotions they can lead straight to orgasm. One of my best orgasms happened when I thought I was permanently stuck in self-bondage that I had tied and locked myself into. I tried to get free but failed, and my struggles tightened the restraints making escape seem even harder. I rested and suddenly felt surprise at the start of an unexpected orgasm. Being bound meant there wasn’t much I could do to speed it up or slow it down, so it grew until it took over everything and erupted in a magnificent long climax. Afterward I lay still with gratitude and wonder. Then I worried that the fluids squirting out might stain the carpet beneath me. I wanted to get free quickly to clean them, but that seemed totally impossible. Instead of continuing to struggle, I calmly thought about other ways to escape. After five minutes an idea came to me, and 20 minutes later I was loose. With great relief I promised never to do this kind of self-bondage again. This happened early in my self-bondage journey when I hadn’t yet learned backup escape methods. And as you might guess if you’ve read any of my tales, that promise didn’t last long. Inspiration The poem was inspired by the following text which I wrote during a preliminary account of what occurred after the events in my story ‘Go Diva.’ “Freedom can only truly be appreciated by those who have been denied it; the joy of closing one’s mouth comes to those gagged with a large ball gag, wonder at sight is felt most deeply by those blindfolded, pleasure in swinging arms while walking belongs to those whose arms are bound tightly behind them, and the delight of taking full strides is understood only by those who have been hobbled.” I am still working on this account. It has proven difficult due to the passage of time and related feelings.