Carlilock for a (hopefully) better cause

Here we go… … o&id=34616 The goal here goes deeper than just kink. I’ve been losing weight and getting fit, currently sitting at 242 lbs. I’ll stay locked in the belt until the timer expires or my scale hits 235. Once that happens, I’ll let myself have a release, but it has to be with numbing cream, double condoms, and exactly 20 seconds for every pound lost (which works out to 2 minutes and 20 seconds). Then I’ll move on to the next milestone, keeping this pattern going. I want to use denial as fuel… hopefully heading in the right direction. This feels like a very reachable target, though I believe it only works if it touches all aspects of my life. A quick note: my longest stretch was about 4 and a half weeks, ending because I had an accidental release while still locked up. Hopefully I won’t last quite that long this time, but if sticking with it is what’s needed to hit my goals, then so be it. I’ve been reading the threads on this board for years but only recently joined as a member. I trust your feedback will be honest and encouraging, and I look forward to your support.