My initial self-bondage sessions

I wanted to share my initial few sessions with you. They are quite mild, but I really liked them! While none of these involve full restraint—I can free myself fairly quickly if I need to—where is the fun in that?:) As a backup plan, all my sessions so far have taken place while housemates were home, so if everything else goes wrong, I can shout and they can break down my door (it has a good lock, so they won’t just wander in). Of course, I’m not entirely sure how I’d explain the situation to them…

• A photo of my play area The straps on the bedpost are simply two belts looped in such a way that they don’t slip undone. My hands fit into them; getting out is fairly easy but requires some struggle, so unless I want to escape, my hands stay put. I also use a couple of cotton sashes to tie my feet and as blindfolds. My first session - about 2 weeks ago. For this one, I decided to do a bit of crossdressing. I don’t have many clothes for it, but I have a nice dress from a fancy dress party that I’ve used more often now:) I tied my ankles together with one sash. Then I set a stopwatch for 15 minutes. The other sash served as a blindfold; I lay back and slipped my hands through the straps. The house was quiet, and since I couldn’t see anything, my other senses sharpened quickly. It’s hard to explain—I don’t know if it’s common—but it felt like an ‘energy’ jumping between parts of my body, amplifying the sensations there. It traveled between my bound feet, up and down my spine, and naturally was very strong in my cock, which strained beneath the dress material. Something strange happened: I began to lose some sense of self, as if I were just narrating my life. I’ve felt this occasionally with hallucinogenic drugs, but who needs drugs when you have bondage? hmm?:) Almost immediately, I lost track of time. During the session, I had no idea how long I’d been tied up or how much was left. I debated the timing; I didn’t want it too long for my first attempt, nor too short to miss out on fun. 15 minutes felt both incredibly long and far too brief. Overall, this was an amazing experience. My next two were good but haven’t quite matched this one. But can you ever beat your first time? My second session - two days later. I was keen to repeat the feeling, so I set up another quickly. The setup was mostly the same as before, with a few changes. First, I was completely naked. Second, I tied my legs above the knee because my only complaint about the first session was having too much leg movement. Over my face, I wore a mask made of the same material as the sashes from an old fancy dress costume. It acted as a semi-blindfold (I could see through it, but not well) and covered my mouth and nose. Don’t worry, breathing wasn’t restricted at all, but exhaling forced hot air across my face. The stopwatch was set for 20 minutes this time. Despite being enjoyable, I didn’t go quite as ‘deep’ as in the first session. Third session - tonight I stumbled upon this site and got incredibly turned on by some of the scenarios, though I’m not adventurous enough to try most yet:) The idea came from another site (which one? I forget): watching porn while tied up. This builds tension since you can’t relieve yourself easily. For this session, I wore the dress again to provide extra restraint for my cock. Instead of tying the legs together, I used two sashes on each ankle to tie them tightly to the bedposts. With hands in the straps, I was pretty much spreadeagled. Rather than a stopwatch, I just started the porn and aimed to last through the film (about 30 minutes). Of the three, this was my least favorite. Without the sensory deprivation of the others, it didn’t feel quite the same. Still, I liked being spreadeagled, so I think I’ll try that with a stopwatch next time. So those are my experiences. Now I’m going to get more adventurous and invest in padlocks and other goodies for real self-bondage sessions. Sorry for the long post; hope you enjoyed reading it:)