Selfbondage Blowjob Training

I just had the most sexy time ever! For your pleasure I’ve described the scenario and the time itself:gag::whip: My fetish for bondage started yeeeeeaaaarssss ago and since then I’ve been expanding my toy collection and my scenarios. Now I’ve taken it to the next step After a couple of days of fiddeling around with combination locks and this program: PicLoKit (the archived discussion) by LoKit, I decided I could ‘up’ it one notch. Enter Selfbondage Blowjob Trainer (the archived discussion) By qwerty212 and mich9. A new idea was born! My Setup: Clothing Optional. I dressed in multiple layers of pantys, leggings and leotards. I then put on a red frilly mini skirt. Followed by my 4 inch pumps. The last leotard I made lockable at the back of the neck and thats where the first lock went. The next two locks were used for the leather straps keeping my shoes on. Except for the skirt I could now not remove my clothing.

Release The release is a combination of piclokit and sb bj trainer. I first needed to complete the goals in the blowjob training. After these goals are achieved it would activate piclokit. ALWAYS HAVE A backup release

Configuration PicLoKit was configured for 2 hours, no time indicators and a slideshow of sexy photos. SB-BJ Trainer was configured for 150 sucks, with a 3 extra penalty for a failed one. 10% of these are deep-throats. On completion it would play photos of the action for 5 minutes and then start PicLoKit.

Position For the position I chose the setup in this scenario: Collared Kitty (the referenced community page). I changed the thigh loops for a waist-belt. The chain to this waist-belt I kept as short as possible forcing my back to curve and sticking my ass up nicely. The dildo I was sucking was mounted on the panning-handle of a photography tripod ( this gave me the perfect angle and height for the dildo. I anticipated being ready early, having to wait a bit for the release. To prevent myself from being able to take of anything after completing the sucks I locked every single possible thing. From top to toe I was covered in about 15 locks, delicious.

Result I prepared everything, set up my video camera and got dressed. I locked my clothes on and locked my shoes on. I then proceeded to lock my ankles to an anchor. Next up: waist. I kept the chain very, very short. This made my ass stick up in the air, which looks delicious on video. I looped the remaining chain through the last anchor and took it back up. I then attached my collar to the chain. I could not raise my head higher than the dildo. I did a quick test before actually locking my hands. Everything looked okay. I started the countdown for the training. I the locked the combination lock to the remaining last anchor on the floor, I scrambled the numbers and tadaaa. Locked in. The thrill started as soon as I scrambled the first dial, lovely.

3 Minutes later the training began. I did my best. Sucking the dildo made me feel humiliated. I’m a straight male, but this ‘punishment’ exited me very much! I was super concentrated, constantly focussing on the beeps… Peep peep peep Grnng, the deepthroat signal first sounded, Over enthusiastic I took the entire thing in me, I nearly threw up. This caused me to miss the next 3 sucks before I regained myself. Because of my configuration I needed to deepthroat the first now. Doing the best I can I pushed the dildo all the way to the back of my mouth. Same feeling, again, this time I was in time though. This process repeated itself until I completed all the sucks (150 + about 25ish extra). It felt like I was busy for half an hour, up down, up, down, up, down, peep, peep, peep… I did not look at the screen anymore. I was just going for it. Nothing in my head, just go, go, go. Suddenly I awoke of this trance. Of the 5 minutes release time 3 had already passed. I wondered how much time I had spent in total already…

This is when I noticed I had made a little error. PicLoKit started perfectly, though it was not in full screen. Leaving me with the time in my windows status bar… I needed to spend one more hour like this. Okay I thought, lets wait then.

It was then that i noted the pains in my body. My back hurt terribly, It’s arched position felt very bad. My knees started to hurt too and last but not least… My feet we’re screaming: Get these damn things off! I never wear these shoes, they’re a 4 inch heel and actually a size too small for me. I tried scraping the heel to the floor. Not a single millimetre movement, the leather lock straps definitely did their work well. Very soon I tried every single part of my bondage.

It was good. It was very good. My shoes could not be removed. My ankles could move about an inch due to the chain connecting them to the anchor. My waist was very closely locked to the ground. It was only then I noticed I could (ofcourse, dooh..) lower my head! Instantly my hands started feeling for my collar. No give, as it was locked on, just like everything else.

At this point I started to get enough of it, lets check the clock again, surely half an hour had passed. I was in for a shock when I saw it had only taken me 4 minutes to examine my complete position… I then decided I was bored…

Time passed and my release neared. Every single part of my body hurt from the kneeling position I was forced to stay in for the past hour and a half. Suddenly PicLokit decided it was enough and showed me my release combination. I entered it and instantly took the other keys. within a matter of seconds I released my body from the bound state it was in for the last hour and a half. Still fully dressed, collar locked on, shoes locked an and ankles locked together I set to relieving some of my pleasure;). It did not take long, at all.

Having finished this I layed on the ground, panting, exited, having a rush of happy feelings through every body part. I wanted more. Sadly time was insufficient for more, so I cleaned up everything and returned the room to it’s natural state.

I will definitely do this again.

Improvements Having done this ‘next step’ I think I need to step it up a next notch for the next time. While waiting for my release I thought of a couple of things to make the experience even better. Next time I will:

• Do more than 150 sucks and add more deepthroats. As seen from the video I recorded I completed these in 6 (!) minutes, not the 30 it felt like.
• To add to the experience of being humiliated by being just a fucking machine for someone, to add to the simulation and feelings I will play white noise sounds and wear a blindfold while doing the blowjob training. You can completely do the training by the beeps only.
• After the training is finished I can lower my head, and take of the blindfold (tested this).
• I will then lock a ballgag in place.

And then there is the part of pleasure. I have always had an fantastic orgasm after I released myself. I want this to be while i’m in my bondage. I have never completed this though. To realize this i’m going to make some vibrating eggs from an old controller I got laying around. Also I will use a butt plug next time to go for the complete list of humiliation.

Hope you learned, enjoyed and had a fun read. Any suggestions or comments are welcome!