I believe I've found where I belong

Hi everyone. I’ve practiced various forms of bondage over the years, but right now I’m navigating a divorce. My preference is to take on a submissive role. I enjoy self-bondage, keeping my orgasm in check, and feeling humiliated. Also, I dress up as women privately since my figure doesn’t quite suit wearing feminine clothes out in public. I’m hoping to connect with a new master who can guide me, whether we meet face-to-face or just online.