My punishment

I have recently gotten my girlfriend to try controlling me. We have had several times were we played with paddles and ropes, but mainly it was very low key. For her birthday last month, I got the spanking -one for each year! This past week, she decided that she would like to take more control and become more dominant. This got me all excited and I go not help but play with myself. Well, she asked me what I did that afternoon and I told her. Of course, she stated that this would result in me being punished. As we dont live near each other, I knew that this was a few days away. When I next saw her, we did not have time for my punishment so it was put off till the following week. Knowing that this part of my life was coming true got me all exicted again and I started looking at web pages of videos of people being spanked. Well, this got me all worked up again and just increased my up coming punishment. In the past, she has asked me to do something special for her on Fridays…a butt plug worn all day, a dildo in my pussy, sexy panites and bra, etc. Well this week, everyday was Friday. This was to build the excitment and to remind me that I had turned over myself to her. So Monday, I had a dildo in my pussy all day long driving me wild. Tuesday started out with an enema to prepare for the butt plug. Wednsday I had to wear my sexiest panties and bra. And Thursday I had a crotch rope and sexy underwear all day. Thursday it turned out was the day of my punishment. That afternoon, I had to stop by the store to buy a tool chest and locks. I no longer have access to my many toys. Before she arrived I was instructed to wash and clean each one of them. When she arrived I was still cleaning them. When I finished, they were displayed for her on my bed. I knelt at her feet and presented the locks still in the package. She had me load each of the toys in the chest execpt for what she needed that night…the leather strap, the hand cuffs, the vibrating bulletts, and the double headed dildo. I was already wearing my collar, which she did not like. Once the chest was loaded, she locked it…both sides. I began to feel helpless and wondered why I had pushed for this. But the excitment I was feeling between my legs made me quickly realize why. She began to undress me taking her time to take the items off of me from the day. Once she had be dressed in just the crotch rope, she threw me over her knee and began my spanking. I had asked her to make sure that I could tell the difference from out play spankings and this one and boy did I quickly know the difference. She kept spanking me for several minutes. No matter how I protested she kept the blows coming. Then she switched to the belt that I had worn that day and gave me a few blows with that. At this point, she stood me up to remove the rope from my body. She gabbed the handcuffs and cuffed my hands behind me. I was then asked to lay across the bed as she gave me more of the same. At this point, I knew, my butt was red and sore…but the pain was not that bad. It hurt, but I knew that I could take more. After I begged for forgiveness I was allowed to get back up and uncuffed. I returned to my position on my knees in front of her. I knew that I had another enema coming to me to prepare for the rest of the events of the night. She gave me instructions as to the temperature of the water and I was excused to take care of this. I was given clear instructions that I had best be clean tonight. She did not want any dirty surprises along the way. I have done enemas many times, but knowing that is being ordered makes it sexual and begins to get to my mental state and keeps the sub mentality going strong. Once I felt like I had completed the cleansing, I came back to the bedroom and returned back to her feet. She asked me if I was ready to get cleaned up in the shower. It was decided that it was time for us both to clean up. The leather strap came with us and was hung close by the shower for easy access. My girlfirend was nice in the shower and washed my hair for me. I had to do the same for her. Then I grabbed my wash cloth to wash up my body. She stated that I did not need that at this time. She said that I had been asking her for something and now it was time. I had forgotten that I had been asking her for a golden shower. I got on all fours between her legs and turned the shower itself off. In no time, I felt her hot piss run all over my back and could smell it as it kept coming and coming around me. When it was over I was glad to turn the shower back on and get cleaned up. At the end of the shower, I once again felt the sting of the leather against my sore behind. She spanked me through the shower spray and then once the water was turned off. The smacks stinged as she searched out fresh flesh to which to make contact. Once the shower was over the collar was placed back on my neck and we returned to the bed room. She had told me that since I was on my period that I was going to get it long and hard in my ass. She had already had me there the night before for a long session of fun. I wanted to say no to this but knew it was of no use…it was going to happen as afterall I had given up any right to say otherwise. She enjoys going at me with the double header and wanted to give me most of the 18 inches up the back door. We tried many different positions that night. But to me the one that I (dis)liked the most was the one of me going up and down on the dildo in my ass while she layed across the bed and relaxed to the feel of the movement. I was watching myself in the mirror as I felt my clit rub against the edge of the bed…the only contact I had with anything else at that time. I really felt like I was serving my Mistress and doing what I was supposed to do. I continued to ride the dildo in my ass for the next hour. I told my girlfriend that I was sorry so many times that night and she stated that she did not want to have to spank me like that ever again. I told her that I would dpo everything I could to keep her happy and to keep from having my ass spanked like that again. Yesterday, she heard me talk to another fgirl and I called them ‘babe.’ My girlfriend was not happy at all. I have another spanking coming to me next time we get together…and she said it would not be a nice as this one.:oops: