Tips -- Do you stay a girl after climax?

Why do you crossdress? I’ve decided to make a poll and try and bring some clarity to this question. I’ve come to realise that my crossdressing is really a way to release my own sexual frustration. I do it almost always when I’m horny, and if I’m not, I soon get horny dressing. It’s therefore a fetish, although I HATE seeing it that way. My urges to dress immediately vanish after I’ve climaxed and I change straight back into my normal clothes. It’s like a balloon being filled with water. Growing bigger and bigger, my need to dress becoming stronger and stronger, until every cell within me desires to feel those girly clothes caressing my delicate skin. To look down and see my totally smooth shaven legs in high heels then BANG — the feeling is gone, until the next time. I dream and wish it was so much more! Hypnosis, social conditioning, confidence and self acceptance would be a great avenue to explore if its possible to condition yourself for it to be more than something that gets you off

• Do you have these issues?
• How have you fought these, besides the obvious; chastity and mistresses! Would love your thoughts and poll answers to this:lol: