my initial venture into SB

I’ve used handcuffs in the past, but nothing quite compared to what I tried this week. I’d been reading about enemas for a while and finally decided it was time to give them a shot. The sensation really appealed to me, so I think I’ll keep incorporating that into my SB routine.

Anyway, I also picked up some rope this week to experiment with. Since I’m still new to the scene, my gear is somewhat limited, but my imagination isn’t!

The other night, after my housemate left for work, I started by using the rope to restrict my breasts. After that first attempt, I realized I needed to adjust my tying technique because it wasn’t tight enough. This time, I leaned forward so my D-cup breasts were hanging freely and wrapped the rope around them. On the final pass, I formed a figure-eight shape between both of them, pulling them closer together. The feeling was lovely—tight and highly sensitive.

Next, I inserted a dildo into my now-wet pussy. For my bottom, I had a set of anal beads that I’d used before. I added some lubricant to the beads and slid them all the way in. Then I tied off a crotch rope. I looped this rope over my shoulders so that moving around caused it to shift into all my crevices. After that, I put on my cuffs; their movement was restricted because they were positioned under the ropes.

I then settled down for sleep. There were no lights and no way to mark time. The rope between my legs drove me crazy… in a good way. I told myself that if I could make it through the night, I wouldn’t do anything to ‘punish’ myself. However, if I couldn’t handle it, I would have to take two enemas (something new for me) and release them while sitting in the tub.

At one point, I glanced at the clock and realized only an hour had passed—I thought it was going to be a long night. Since there were no locks involved, I could free myself whenever I wanted somewhere along the way, I drifted off to sleep. When I woke up, I was panting and feeling orgasmic. Not sure why exactly, but I felt compelled to end my SB session right then.

In total, it lasted three hours. Not bad at all, though when I got back into bed afterward, I felt a bit empty.

I went through with the ‘punishment’ the next day. It wasn’t too severe, although I think it was partly due to not eating or drinking enough.

For my next session, I plan to add more ropes, nipple teasers, and a butt plug/puller while waiting for the shipment to arrive. I’ll also make sure to eat plenty of food and drink lots of water the day before. Looking forward to it!