Greetings from Western Scotland! (Plus a small query)

Hi there! I’m Martin from Western Scotland. I’ve been practicing self bondage for roughly two years, but living with family means my options are quite restricted. Besides Bondage and CBT-related gear (mostly homemade), I enjoy Piano and Gaming.

As for my Self Bondage preferences, I lean heavily toward CBT equipment which is all DIY here at home. I also have a soft spot for restraints, anal insertion, humiliation play, and ‘other’ activities that I’ll elaborate on shortly—these are actually what pushed me to join the community. However, I’m still pondering whether this particular side of my BDSM tastes is morally sound; let me explain…

My interest in general BDSM has grown over time. I began with restraints and CBT, then started inserting objects into my anus. I did attempt threading thin rods into the urethra of my penis, but hated it so much that I gave up quickly. Occasionally, I enjoy forcing myself to eat foods I dislike while strapped down. Today, for instance… while making a sandwich, I needed the toilet. So I brought bread and butter in with me to snack on… but suddenly had an urge to insert some of the food into my anus, leave it there for a few minutes, and then swallow it without blinking at what was already inside. Is that too weird by your standards? Honestly.. It didn’t taste all that different O_o Smiley says ‘Hi!’:hi: