I don't know how to get around this .

“Good heavens, I still get embarrassed just talking about SB and similar things, even here on the forum.. Guess my self-confidence could use a little boost! ^^;; But setting aside my shyness.. I’m currently living with my parents while attending College.. Technically old enough to be allowed on forums in my country by law, but I guess you’d still call me ‘young’. The key point of this ramble is that I live at home. See, I want to purchase some proper toys online because going into town and buying what I have in mind would likely overwhelm me with intense embarrassment heh.. ^^; Also, the chance of bumping into nosy friends who ask “What’s inside?:D” or similar isn’t a risk I’m keen on taking. But the main hurdle is my parents. By which I mean that although I’ve bought clothes and other random items from eBay and other sites before, my mum always rushes to open the post first and shake/inspect everything that comes in. Plus, signing for packages myself isn’t really feasible because of college and work, but my folks are usually there in the mornings to meet the postman, bless them. As you can see, I ramble and type/speak a bit awkwardly when embarrassed, but to stop me going on forever: does anyone have any ideas to help with my situation? ^^; Or am I stuck using belts and DIY’d loose gag until I move out.. Heh. ^^; Thanks~”