the evening everything shifted

Hi everyone. I’ve just joined and wanted to share a story from my past. About a year before that night, I lost contact with my family and moved in with a friend.

One evening, we went out to a party where the roles were reversed: men dressed as women and women dressed as men. My friend decided she wanted me to dress convincingly (at the time, I was quite skinny with a light voice). She did my makeup and hair, put on fake breasts for me, and then got me into a very short skirt, high heels, tights, nails done, a thong, and an extremely short shirt.

We headed to the party. After hanging out for a while, we left and went to a club she had already changed into (I couldn’t be bothered to change). A few drinks later, a bloke came over and started chatting with me. He began feeling me up, but I pushed him away and walked off.

We left the club a bit later. After dropping my friend off at her mum’s house, I walked home on my own and bumped into two of those guys from the club. They started making comments as I got closer. I was waiting to cross the road when they approached me, muttering drunken things while telling them to get lost and leave me alone.

As I hurried off, two more men emerged from a street in front of me. They pulled me close and began feeling me up again. Since I was held tight so I couldn’t escape, another one felt along my legs, moving upward until he found my penis. He jumped back in shock. After a few seconds, he hit me, shouted to his mate, and the two of them started beating me up. I was knocked out cold.

When I came round, I was lying on my stomach while being raped. Then someone kicked me in the head. When I fully woke up, I found myself in the hospital comaing for three days. They had broken both legs, my right arm, five ribs, punctured a lung, shattered my jaw, and fractured my skull in two places.

I stayed in the hospital for months. When they finally let me out, I wanted to end it all because of what happened to me, and I was off work for nearly two years. Fortunately, those guys were caught just days after I woke up and were sent to prison.

Now, I’ve moved north with my friend. I still dress up but don’t usually go out in public like that; however, I plan to one day. We are engaged now, and she ties me up while I am dressed as a woman. I love my life these days and am glad I didn’t do anything drastic.