A Recent Self-Bondage Experience

Hello all,

Here is my first time sharing a written record of one of my recent self-bondage sessions.

Items utilized:

• Clover Clamps
• Miles and miles of cotton rope
• Panel Harness gag from Hottbonds (fantastic products, great value)
• Leather blindfold, also sourced from Hottbonds
• Leather collar for extra effect
• Ear plugs
• Special Ring Device
• Time-release lock device, constructed by following LikeRa’s guide… very handy indeed.

Clothing:

• Black leather underbust corset
• Black fishnet stockings
• Black leather thigh-high 6” stiletto boots
• Black opera gloves reaching the elbows

Living alone definitely has its perks, especially for someone like me who loves self-bondage. Since I have plenty of space, I not only enjoy free reign over my household to practice but also build any structure or “special” furniture I desire.

For this session, I built a large frame from metal pipes: two pipe columns standing upright about 4 feet apart with another bar connecting them across the top. The whole setup stands roughly 6.5 feet high and looks like a chin-up station to anyone unaware of my hobbies.:lol:

On this day, I wanted some discomfort during my one-to-two-hour wait for release. After reading a story on, I was inspired to attempt an upright frogtie with an elbow cinch.

First, I got dressed. I put on the fishnets first because I love how they feel, then the corset which feels like a warm hug… sometimes making you breathe a bit faster.:P Next came the boots and zipping up the sides, followed by the opera gloves. Ready to go! Walking in these boots is tricky; walking fast actually helps prevent falling, though I’m not sure why.:lol:

I always put my gag on last since it’s one of my favorite parts. I strap it so that it also secures my blindfold straps because, well, how can I tie myself up if I can’t see?

I went to the room where I had laid out everything earlier. First, I attached the Ice Timer Lock Device to the center of the chin-up bar. Hanging from the bottom is the Special Ring Device with its rope coil and pull cord setup. Then I sat down and bound each ankle to its thigh. Next, I tied my ankles together and added a slip knot for my wrist coil. I had measured out coils for both wrists and elbows.

Then came the clover clamps; I love that initial bite turning into a slow dull ache. I locked a padlock onto the chain for extra weight and fun. Then ear plugs, blindfold, and finally the gag… though putting on a harness gag while blindfolded is harder than it should be.

Before starting the tricky part, I laid out my EMT scissors within crawling distance to cut myself free. Now for the challenge…

Here I am: blindfolded, ear plugs in, and gagged. Legs bound ankle-to-thigh with ankles together, now trying to tie up arms while balancing on knees… sounds easy enough but isn’t for me.

First, I took the elbow coil and slid both arms through, making sure the noose from the SRD was centered over my elbows. My arms are flexible behind me, but I can’t bring them together alone. Then came the wrist coils; left one in first, then the hogtie cinch coming up from ankles, followed by the right arm.

Now for the fun part…

Grabbing the pull cord on the SRD, I yanked it down (ignoring my better judgment about staying like this for hours). This pulled me onto my knees, cinching elbows together and pulling arms upward. In turn, this tightened the wrist coil and made me lean forward, allowing the locks to swing forward. This caused my nipple clamps to tighten, bringing incredible pleasure/pain.

Here I am in an upright frogtie with hands bound near ankles, elbows cinched, leaning forward in almost a strappado position, weight resting on elbows or knees… sounds heavenly right?:lol:

At this point, I cursed myself for forgetting to add a vibrator, butt plug, and a movie. Excited to tie up, I forgot that being fully tied means you have nothing left to do because you’re fucking tied!

I stand—well, is it standing or kneeling? Anyway, there I am helpless, trying to conjure a fantasy. My imagination never quite reaches full extent; all I think about is how horny I am and wanting to cum while being tied up like this due to…(insert fantasy here). Unfortunately, I struggle to feel fully immersed.

Anyway…

My nipples faded to a dull ache, occasionally sharp as it’s hard to stay still. The weight of the locks shifted, the clover clamps tightened or slid slightly on my sweaty body… keeping me aware. Plus, drooling uncontrollably from the gag is another favorite part; I feel so dirty and submissive while doing it. Time vanished completely since I was blind and deaf.

After what felt like an eternity, I felt slack in the rope holding me up. This wasn’t great as my legs were stiff, arms stiff, whole body stiff… ill-prepared for what came next.

Remember how I’m tied upright with a rope cinching elbows while holding position? The ice in the time lock melted and released that SRD… gravity took over!

I fell slightly forward to the left. That was fine; my home has soft carpet everywhere, so I knew falling would happen. However, I forgot how much nipple clamps hurt after 2+ hours when you fall forward with full weight on them… GOOD GOD! I cried out into my gag and felt tears welling up… incidentally, I think I almost came right there.

After a moment, I regained composure and decided it was time to get free. Oh wait… another issue.

Now frogtied on the ground. Elbows still cinched, wrists hogtied to ankles… pretty helpless. Plus, clover clamps are still attached while lying down… yes, I wanted out badly. Crawling wasn’t ideal due to nipples, so I decided to roll onto my EMT scissors. Rolling sideways took just one and a half rolls to feel them, then some twisting to get them in hand (luckily hands weren’t numb). I cut wrists, ankles, and legs free.

In my rush, I stupidly left the longer knife (usually used for elbows) in the other room. It’s not super sharp; won’t cut skin unless you really try, but works fine on rope after a while.

Unfortunately, still blind, deaf, and gagged. Still wearing 6” stiletto boots, elbows tied, nipples being tortured by clamps.

I slowly stood up as feeling returned to my legs.

The weight swung from them. I took my time walking to the next room and got the scissors, using them to free my elbows.

Well, you can probably picture what it felt like when I removed those clamps; naturally enough, I kept the gag in place while pulling them off.

That marked the close of my session…I’m sure I’ll do this one again…though I definitely plan on adding a few more items to it down the line!

Thanks for reading!:(