Seeking assistance

Hi all! I’m a 25-year-old guy who has always dreamed of being an 11-year-old girl… I’d love some scenario ideas for tonight since I’ll be spending the evening alone. My gear: a latex catsuit with attached feet and gloves a lycra catsuit a lycra-PVC suit complete with mask, gloves, and foot coverings girls’ clothes (jeans, skirts, Mary Janes) an inflatable ball gag a butt plug (I also have anal beads but I can’t locate them right now) a set of ankle/wrist restraints some leg restraints from knee-high ballet boots an open-mouth gag one of those back massagers and some ropes The scenario… It’s up to your imagination. I’ve always wanted to be like one of those little girls in hentai or manga comics, totally submissive and unable to escape. Please help me out; I’m new here.