Helt needed please.

Hello. I’ve practiced selfbondage and pain play for quite a while. Recently, though, I find myself losing focus or bailing out midway through a scene. It bothers me because my arousal is still high when I’m planning everything up. But if someone else takes the time to decide on my behalf, it should give me that sense of duty to see things through. I don’t need an entirely new challenge; just someone to choose which type of stimulation, how long it lasts, and so on. I’ll use a CD-release system with random timing, as discussed elsewhere in this forum. The room will be dark, with light cues and combination locks ready as backups, plus the trusty can of paint poised over my TV for emergency backup. I’ll be strapped to a wooden bondage board I built myself. My legs are spread wide with leather manacles, thighs secured down, four chains crossing my stomach and chest allowing only minimal movement, and hands chained above my head. I’ve listed the gear below along with the time and intensity ranges I’ve handled before, but we all enjoy pushing our boundaries, right?:D I prefer starting with less pain that builds up in intensity throughout the scene. A typical setup might begin with plastic forceps, then move to clover clamps, working down the list until finishing with electro stimulation on my nipples (using bipolar clamps, which should be safe). I’m aiming for a roughly 6-hour session involving most or all of this gear. 1 Plastic forceps: 30 minutes 2 Clover clamps: 4 hours (the only time I’ve ever had to wait for backup!:D) 3 Plastic clothespins: 45 mins 4 Tweezers: 60 mins 5 Metal-teethed clamps: 20 mins 6 Uncoated alligator clips: 10 mins Electro stimulation using ET-312: 7 Torment setting, high power level, intensity at 80 for 60 mins 8 Torment 2 setting, normal level, intensity at 80 for 30 mins 9 Random 1 setting, normal level, intensity at 80 for 20 mins. As you can see, I’m very keen on nipple torture; there should be some degree of pain right through the session. Other additions I sometimes make but don’t always use: 10 Stinging nettles: either clamped onto nipples with plastic forceps and/or suspended from the ceiling to drop via ice timer onto cock, balls, and stomach. 11 Homemade cocksheath lined with thumbtacks: 30 mins 12 Ball crusher: 20 mins 13 Plastic clothespins all over the body (30 pins total): 30 mins 14 Anything else you can think of that fits a reasonable budget… Eager to read your comments or scenario ideas from some of you experts!:D