Hesitation

I have a girl best friend whom I loved and trusted deeply. Before she moved abroad, I shared my bondage secrets with her. She understood me well, which helped me fall even more in love with her. Time has passed since then; she got married, and I found another girlfriend named Jayzen, someone I admire above all others.

I want to share my secret bondage fantasies with her, but I worry she might pull away. Ideally, I’d like us to do bondage together, yet because I care for her so much, I hesitate to reveal this side of myself. Losing her is the last thing I want, though God knows how badly I desire that connection.

What if I just tell her? What if I invite her into it? Will she reject me? I really need some guidance here.